just got my computer today, so it was a long time before i got the chance to post again :))
so much happened during those tyms
i lost my love, i lost my mind and heart, i lost my self
and now i'm struggling to do better, to keep a hold on my sanity, on what little is left behind for me..
today, i'm getting flashbacks from a distant past,
a past full of life
an innocent past
i lost myself in the struggle of life, when i gave in to temptations.
and some of the damage is utterly irreversible.
maybe, someda, i can heal this wound.
but not now.
i still need to go find myself, before i can fix anything
so, about a year, since i last had a computer..
and my music is d same,
my chatmates are still the same group of people.
i'm frozen in my own time
and he is gone
moved on, away from me..
my time to move on will soon come
i feel like i'm starting over again..
like the reason i got a computer is to make me realize what i'm missing the most
i cant get my innocence back
but i can try to be innocent again
i hope this time, i will not go astray
Lord, please help me.
