the.real.me.y0u.cant.see. =]

d0 y0u kn0w the real me?
i guess n0t,
h0w c0uLd y0u, if y0u wouLdn't try t0 kn0w me deeper, better ?
:]

one thing i've learned in life,
when you want to be accepted always,
y0u can NEVER be y0u ..
never be yourself ..

and also, when y0u change y0urself f0r other pe0pLe,
y0u w0uLd c0ntinue changing ..
thinking that y0u are finaLLy GAiNiNG ..
whe in fact y0u are LOSiNG ..
Losing wh0 y0u really are ..

Change is s0 addictive .. :]
because y0u think y0u aLready "beLong"
but n0, it's n0t yet over ..
pe0pLe wiLL c0ntinue on Lo0king f0r s0mething wr0ng in y0u ..
y0u can never please the deviL ..
because the deviL's onLy pLeasure is y0ur demise ..

never change f0r others,
bc0z they w0nt appreciate that change ..
they wiLL carry on,
c0ntinuing t0 hate y0u ..
they w0uLdn't be satisfied tiLL y0u break d0wn ..
and you?
wiLL just be tired 0f thinking what eLse there is t0 change in y0u ..
and y0u wiLL be disc0uraged and think that
whatever y0u d0,
n0body wiLL love y0u ..

y0u wouLd just lose to them ..
and aLso, y0u wiLL lose y0urself ..

i kn0w this,
bc0z i've been thr0ugh this ..
trying to belong .. :]

the best way that y0u can d0 is LEARN
to ACCEPT wh0 y0u are ..
and t0 LOVE yourself ..

just cr0ssed my mind ..

~* RiA _ 22 *~