wish i could vanish ..

in this world ..
nothing is fair ..
you bleed, you fall, yet the sympathy remains on the culprit ..
do something right and you turn out wrong
do the wrong and you are still wrong ..
tell the truth and you'll be called a liar,
tell a lie and they believe you
when you are alone and depressed, the people you love leave you
when you want to be alone, they say they have always been there ..
you try to find a place
and that place is taken away from you
you try to fit no where and people start reaching out for you ..
when you need comfort, you find only your hand to hold ..
when you want to be by yourself, people start coming, offering their shoulder for you ..
well, isnt life so ironic ?
you are treated dead and invisible when you are alive and present
and you are sorely missed when you die ..
sometimes i wish i was a corpse, so that i could know that i have a value in life
but what's the use of it ?
why show a person you love him or her when she already died ??

_RiA_