"wasted" away.. under coma :))
--iiyah.xD o8
yOu are like a drug to me ..
addictive..
hard to endure ..
painful to withdraw from ..
i can say that i was already psychologically and physically dependent to you ..
but my tolerance of you ..
does it even exist ?
i dunno .. but i dont demand more and more of your dosage ..
not even my immunity to you ..
its like ..
you were specially made for me ..
and my body refuses to be immune to you despite the time ..
and until now,
i still cant get enough of you ..
still unable to accept the fact that this is real
that you love me
and that i was the lucky girl you chose :)
but do i deserve you ?
coz i feel like i did nothing but hurt you ..
i know its foolish
since i was the first who loved you ..
and i was the one who was head over heels :))
i left you .. soo many times ..
and i feel stupid coz of dat ..
iloveyou
