stupidity striked
crziness and vulnerability hit me hard
i fell in a supersonic crash
and it hurt a lot
but still,
cant do much about it, can't i ?
and though i'm in pain
though i suffer silently
though these tears fall uncontrollably
i cant seem to want to give up
i was just waaaay too inlove
and i admit ..
i cant pull away
but we both have to
he said so himself
i'm far from sad
i'm much much much more worse than that
but wat else can i do?
how else should i feel ?
i tried to be that girl whom he would love
i tried to please everybody,
leaving behind wat i myself would want to become
and i end up with nothing
nothing but the pain and heartache
but i'm not quitting
no, i'm stronger now ..
i have him as my shield
as my strength ..
i'm not backing off ..
just lying low
and now, i end this blog ..
RiA :)
