what a week !
such a mood swing :]]
it was quite [?] good ..
but i especially liked dis day .. x]]
so this was quite a busy [?]
week ..
well almost ..
but not quite x]]
n0, actually,
we have no classes
mostly bcoz of the
preparation for the sci-fa and
my DNA works
but it was still quite busy ..
a lot of things to prepare ..
and somehow, one of my best days was wednesday ..
[september 17, 2008]
i wanted time to stop
as i spent that moment with him ..
but as soon as that moment started to feel great,
time snatched it away ..
and sadly.. that night we fought [?]
bcoz of my stupidity ..
i was soo selfish
i didn't think of his sacrifices just so he wouldn't hurt me ..
and i cried till 1am that night ..
i cried till i fell asleep ..
and my nightmares were still about him ..
the next day ..
[september 18, 2008]
i didn't approach him ..
nor looked at him
but i did, once or twice ..
to say sorry and to ask if he's angry with me ..
i spent that day, screaming my heart out with songs
songs that i sang
along with my beloved classmates
i spent my day in a facade
pretending i'm happy ..
though i'm breaking inside ..
i cried silently thrice at school ..
but nobody saw nor noticed except diana ..
i slept that night thinking things over ..
and i decided,
i wouldn't go away ..
:]
i cant leave my beloved franklin family behind
n0t just bcoz of my stupidity x]]
so i slept early ..
9:45pm to be axact ..
and that was one of the most comfortable sleep i've had ..
the next day, today
friday, september 19,2008
b0o and hershey, happy mnthsary !! :]]
we had the celeb. of the sci. month ..
i entered a busy classroom,
preparing for the sci-fashionista ..
some singing, playing the guitars, others talking among themselves ..
i cant take a closer look,
i have something to do ..
i must not be distracted by him ..
but i was,
unfortunately ..
so i went down, with ruslene, renei, maxine and jezreel
for the science quiz bee ..
one hour of torture for us ..
fortunately ..
we won third place
so ..
afterwards i went upstairs ..
30 mins. break before we were called to go downstairs ..
it was s0 super hot ..
and i really meant HOT ..
so we stood under the baking sun ..
i felt dizzy x]]
and he escorted me to the clinic ..
he even bothered to go to the fifth floor and get my water jug ..
just for me ..
thanks ! [you know who you are]
when i have recovered slightly .
i went back to my franklin family
they were already at the room ..
they couldn't resist the sun i guess ..
so, they were there ..
fast forward ..
many of us were bored, tired and sleepy
and so, marc, duke, van, i, and gerald i guess
slept inside the room ..
unfortunately for the boys, except marc
bea applied make up on them
ahaha ..
and ..
duke placed a plastic on his barefoot ..
and when someone said
"duke, i labb yuh !!"
he placed the plastic on his head x]]
sabi nga ni marc :
"iisa lng ang paa at mukha ni duke"
ahehe ..
gling s paa, sinuot s ulo :]]
well anyways,
that was just some of their "kaadikan" x]]
another was, when marc was sleeping, charlene tossed a 25-centavo on him x]]
but one thing i can nver forget ..
i slept beside him..
and he, unknown to both of us,
held my hands,
one way or another x]]
well ..
i dont wanna post this thing at all ..
maybe just to remind me ..
well, my day isn't over ..
but i have to end this ..
its getting pretty lengthy ..
~ria~
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