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this is the continuation of my post "love.lovelove.x]]"
this one portrays the side of the boy
hope you enjoii ..
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it has been such a long time since i've known her
she was a shy, kind, and quiet girl
who easily makes everyone in her presence lighthearted
she was the type of girl who
would easily make you
smile
despite the heavy burden life has in store for you
so comfortable being with
she's filled with patience and maturity
truly one-of-a-kind
her face is full of innocence and love
she's sweet and caring
and fun being with,
she easily captures the heart of everyone around her
i must admit,
i FELL in love with her
but i'm afraid to tell her
it might break her innocence and purity
i guess i was afraid to shatter that
simple smile she always paint on her face
she held a special place in my heart
and everyday my feelings for her grew deep
and we became close
till one day,
she told me she's inlove with somebody
i was scared to know who the guy is
for that guy might not be me
i pulled away ..
thinking that she have fallen for someone
thinking that i'm hopeless
i hid the pain ..
till one day,
i noticed her sunken eyes
her pale face
as if life was sapped out of her
i wanted to ask her what's wrong,
what happened
but i can't
a voice inside my head said only one thing:
"you're not the one she need"
so a few weeks more have passed
and she seemed to weaken more
i became worried
i decided that i would talk to her the next day
yet, something happened
she collapsed right before my eyes
"___, what happened? are you alright?"
that was all i could say
everything seemed to fall before my eyes
my angel had fallen
nothing else mattered
the ambulance arrived
"i love you"
she opened her eyes
i felt relieved
yet, her eyes were empty
empty but full of love
then it struck me hard ..
she had loved me from the start"
and now, here i am, standing before her grave
grieving so much
bcoz of my stupidity, the girl i loved died
bcoz of depression
thinking that i didn't love her
and my life is useless without her
without my angel ..
RiA :)
iiyah loves onlii 17
