...
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories
-- A Thousand Miles, Vanessa Carlton
'what's this stupidity?'
i can't understand why i keep on telling myself i'm alright
that i'm not pissed of with what happened
and yet,
i'm not in the mood at all
i want to talk to him
coz only then would i be in peace
but i am at a loss of what to say ..
and i cant speak
bcoz the pain in my chest seems to double
i'm being
and i hate it !
super HHAATTEE it ..
i don't want to be seLfish when it comes to him
i'm being childish again
a jealous little girl whose stupidity got the best of her
and i really REALLY dont like
one single bit of it ..
it's health we're talking about here
so why the hell am i acting like a five-year-old
who couldn't get what she want
i'm being a spoiled brat again ..
that must not EVER HAPPEN !!
ohh, SHiT !
RiA :)
iiyah laabbs onli 17 !!