Friday, October 24, 2008

stupid child



...

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories


-- A Thousand Miles, Vanessa Carlton





'what's this stupidity?'

i can't understand why i keep on telling myself i'm alright
that i'm not pissed of with what happened

and yet,
i'm not in the mood at all

i want to talk to him
coz only then would i be in peace
but i am at a loss of what to say ..
and i cant speak
bcoz the pain in my chest seems to double

i'm being SELFiSH yet again ..
and i hate it !
super HHAATTEE it ..
i don't want to be seLfish when it comes to him

i'm being childish again
a jealous little girl whose stupidity got the best of her
and i really REALLY dont like
one single bit of it ..

it's health we're talking about here
so why the hell am i acting like a five-year-old
who couldn't get what she want

i'm being a spoiled brat again ..
that must not EVER HAPPEN !!

ohh, SHiT !



RiA :)

iiyah laabbs onli 17 !!