the world is kinda frustrating ..
being able to see the mistakes but not being able to help remedy it ..
like bec0ming a d0ctor who can heaL everything
but lack the equipments needed t0 heal ..
everything in this world is supp0sed to be a balance of good and bad ..
but things continue to disrupt the balance ..
and slowly this world is deteriorating ..
start with the nature ..
the balance between replenishing and destroying is already overturned ..
and nature itself is destroying her life ..
along with ours ..
in the family ..
how many more stories of broken families do we need to hear ?
how many lives of children are supposed to be messed up bc0z of irresponsible parentho0d ?
h0w many m0re y0uth d0 we need to see fall down ..
h0w many m0re lives do we need t0 see destroyed ?
d0 we still need t0 wait f0r premature pregnancy t0 sh0ot upward t0 the zenith ?
h0w much m0re pr0blems d0 we need t0 experience bef0re we finally realize ?
h0w much m0re damage d0 we need t0 inflict on ourselves bef0re we open 0ur eyes ?
the best example is the family ..
m0st families t0day are suffering p0verty ..
children have little or n0 experience at studying at all ..
and teenagers often rebel against their parents ..
and parents d0 n0thing except fight over the high bill, and other stupid things ..
and if they separate?
they make their children as c0njugate pr0perty ..
what d0 y0u think of us ?!
t0ys ?
appliances that y0u can divide am0ng y0urselves ??
we are HUMANS f0r g0d's sake !!
we have feelings !!
we need b0th parents t0 have a happy and c0ntented life ..
can't they understand it ?
what more do the y0uth sh0ut f0r ??
FREEDOM ..
t0 explore our world
to be who we are ..
t0 belong ..
t0 be what we can and want to be ..
t0 enj0y ..
t0 be TEENAGERS of the m0dern times ..
n0t the G0LDEN times !!
we also need love and acceptance ..
we need t0 be underst0od and accepted f0r what we wanna be ..
f0r we really are ..
n0t f0r wh0 y0u want and expect us t0 be ..
we have are own limits ..
we can't always be the one wh0's on t0p ..
d0nt pressure us ..
bc0z we w0uld n0t listen t0 all y0ur c0mplaints ..
we need appreciati0n ..
we need ackn0wledgement ..
we also want to feel important ..
especially in the family ..
validate our feelings and we'll follow y0ur rules ..
i wr0te this 0ut of frustrati0n in life ..
well, family ..
it's kinda sad isn't it ??
here's another one :]
i'm c0nfused ..
what is it that y0u want with me ??
what am i t0 y0u ?
wh0 do y0u see when y0u look at me ??
do you see me ?
or do you see what you want me to bec0me ?
and h0w imp0rtant am i t0 y0u ?
d0 y0u even see me ?
n0tice me ?
feel that i exist ?
am i just a friend ?
or do y0u love me ??
h0w d0 y0u see me ?
as a special s0meone wh0m y0u cherish ?
as a friend y0u can trust ?
as a t0y y0u use t0 have fun ?
and w0uld y0u even ever love me ??
these are the questi0ns that i require an answer fr0m YOU ..
t0 clear my mind and appeace my heart ..
f0r i am t0taLLy c0nfused ..
d0 y0u see me ?
d0 y0u feel me ?
are y0u there f0r me ?
d0 y0u .. LOVE me ?
alright ..
let's end this stupidity here ..
~RiA~
p.s. i p0sted this one as me ..
a simple daughter
a loving child and c0usin ..
and a c0nfused girl ..
