wh0oh !! thanks g0d its FRiDAY !! yay !! :]
n0 more stupid assignments t0 rush ab0ut :]
weLL .. i stiLL have MTAP f0r t0morr0w .. but it d0esn't matter ..
iLabb MatH !! :]
well .. we had a practice at rainf0rest ..
f0r our r0Le pLay in fiLipin0 ..
and .. yeah ..
i Labb the resuLt s0 far .. :]
and i was sh0cked by s0mething .. :]
i never expected it t0 happen !! n0t in my entire Life . !! :]
weLL, i admire b0ys hu cry with0ut hesitati0n .. :]
ahaha ..
"are y0u aLright?"
a questi0n he'd aLways ask me whenever i'm with him ..
d0es dat mean he CARES ?
f0r me ?
yeah .. maybe ..
he is s0rta my bestfriend ..
i'm aLways with him ..
he's always with me ..
always ready t0 listen t0 me ..
eventh0ugh he's busy ..
and i w0uLd faLL f0r him m0re each day ..
i nver reaLized it at first ..
untiL one day, it was his turn t0 cry ..
t0 reLy on my sh0uLders' strength ..
and i Listened intentLy Like i did with every0ne eLse ..
and t0 my sh0ck, i was hurt ..
i dunn0 why ..
but i feLt my breath c0nstrict ..
my heart is in pain ..
a LOT of pain ..
it makes my eyes swim with transparent tears ..
i c0uLdn't understand at first ..
but truth hit me Like a soLid bLock of ice ..
i have FALLEN for him ..
t0o unn0ticed by my scared heart ..
i just knew den ..
but i kn0w i mustn't ..
i COULDN'T ..
c0z we are s0 different ..
we are w0rLds apart ..
and his standards are t0o high ..
WAAAAAAY .. T0O HiGH ....
t0 be abLe t0 reach it :]
but i am c0ntented with this kind of love ..
wherein HE d0esn't kn0w ..
and i can siLentLy Love him ..
with0ut hurting t0o much ..
we are friends ..
and that's aLL i needed f0r n0w ..
i w0uLd never expect him t0 Love me back ..
bc0z i kn0w he w0uLd NEVER ..
that's f0r sure ..
everyday, i hurt bit by bit ..
and everday, i Love him m0re ..
i c0uLdn't understand this feeLing anym0re ..
Life is t0o c0mpLicated ..
that's why i d0n't understand ..
but i c0uldn't care less ..
i love him ..
that's what matters ..
~vaLcrie 17~
