m0nday .. back t0 sch0oL ..
and my m0rning started g0od .. m0stLy bc0z, his smiLe was the first t0 greet me .. :]
but s0meh0w .. it didn't end that g0od ..
geraLd .. it's y0ur fauLt ;p
just kidding .. actuaLLy, its okay ..
but s0meh0w i'm hurting m0re than i expected t0 hurt ..
and i d0nt kn0w why .
actually, i d0 kn0w .. but this is x0o unacceptable ..
n0pe ..
n0t this reas0n ..
but it cant be helped can't it ??
its the truth ..
and sadLy .. this truth itseLf hurts me aLot aLready ..
s0 yeah ..
i have been feeling funny again ..
and when i finally f0und myself SOMEHOW contented with life ..
and f0r a m0ment i th0ught i w0uLd finally be happy ..
just a dream .. :]
and there is this person ..
a special one in my life ..
he is kind and by all means of the word "astig"
he is also fun to be with and a gentleman ..
also REALLY iNTELLiGENT ..
and waaaaaaaaaay t0o CUTE .. i mean HANDSOME ..
s0 yeah .. i c0uLd say i DO have s0me teenie weenie bit of feelings f0r this certain guy ..
s0 why d hell d0 i hurt this damn much ??
*sigh*
gerald, marc ..
i'm really so sorry ..
please ..
find it in y0ur heart to forgive me ..
please ..
~RiA~
