den let me be y0ur n0thing ..
just let me watch y0u fr0m afar,
and see y0u while y0u are falling ..
then, dat way, y0u w0nt see my tears,
and hear my heart beat, wat it screams...
i l0ve y0u more than anything else,
and i w0uld onlii hurt m0re it seems...
but i'm n0t selfish, i'm n0t blind
i kn0w wh0 y0u'll be happy with ..
and as long as i c0uld see y0u smiling,
i kn0w by den can i 0nLii breathe ..
but please, just let me l0ve y0u ..
c0z ur d very AiR i need t0 live ..
and with0ut y0u here, in my heart ..
i kn0w i c0uldn't breathe ..
--One of my OriginaLs . inspired by the one i Love the most
i Labb d rain ..
its s0 c0mforting ..
the h0wLing wind,
the rage of nature,
the hard fall of the rain that seemed to embed on your skin.
but wat i love most about the rain ?
it hides my sadness
it masks my tears
it hides me from the world
and i can be anything under the rain
i can be me,
i can be who i want to be,
no one would care
the rain hides how i really feel,
i really am in love with you ..
but somehow, i know you dont love me ..
and you dont have to love me ..
no, not at all ..
i'll be contented at seeing you happy
loving her
dreaming of her
though we both know you couldn't have her
i know, and so do you,
that you love only her..
i guess, i'll just have to do what i would always do
trying to get the pain away
trying to hide it all
trying to be "Okay" when the truth is "i'm not"
smiling like nothing is wrong with me
pretending...
pretending that i don't care and that you don't matter to me ..
pretending that i would be fine without you ..
when the truth is the opposite of everything
iLoveyOu !!
this is where i end this blog ..
~VaLcrie 17~
