Tuesday, July 29, 2008

StrangeLy famiLiar .. :]

Like a stranger in the night ..
you swept me off my feet and gave me heaven ..

then suddenly y0u let g0 and send me back to hell ..
as fast as the speed of light ..
as swift as the m0ving air ..
as sorr0wfuL as the s0ng of night ..

the m0on is hiding behind the clouds ..

casting feeble and frail sliver of the silver m0onlight ..
the r0se is wilted and dry ..
starving f0r love and affecti0n ..
and warmth that only the sun pr0vides ..

y0ur the m0st familiar stranger ..
and a friend wh0's like a stranger ..
i dunn0 if it was y0u wh0 changed ..
0r was it me wh0 f0rget ?

y0ur my preci0us butterfly ..
the m0st beautiful jewelry in my c0Llecti0n ..
and like the stars in the sky ..
y0u disappeared with menti0n ..

i can't remember wh0 y0u are ..
where is the real y0u i used t0 kn0w ?
or did i just f0rget the way we are ..
or did the fire die under this sn0w ?

i'm missing y0u a lot ..
oh, where have y0u g0ne t0 ?
my heart craves f0r y0ur light ..
o, where have y0u g0ne t0 ?

y0u stabbed me with y0ur knife ..
sh0t me with y0ur siLver buLLet ..
Lo0k int0 my eyes as i die ..
and y0u'L see, deep inside, y0urseLf ..

maybe y0u're right ..
maybe i really d0nt kn0w y0u ..
maybe i was wr0ng ..
maybe we just d0nt belong ..

but still i love y0u ..
n0 matter what happens ..
and f0rever in my heart i'll treasure y0u ..
and cherish this friendship i've nver imagined ..

~iLoveyOu~

feeling d0wn and blue ..
d0 y0u think y0u g0t who i am pertaining t0 ?
n0 ..
i d0nt think s0 ..
well maybe y0u d0 ..
but i w0nt tell y0u ..
i l0ve this pers0n much t0 say anything bad against her ..

if i'm 0nLy tr0ubLe t0 y0u ..
it's ok ..
i w0nt step in y0ur way anym0re ..
call me if y0u still need t0 play ..
if y0u still need a t0oL ..
if y0u still need a sh0uLder t0 cry on ..
if y0u still need a friend ..

i'm f0r rent but f0r y0u its free ..
c0z i serve only those who need me ..
if y0u really d0nt accept me or acknowledge me as your BEST friend
then it's fine ..
i swear ..
i'll be okay ..
i pr0mise ..
i will try t0 smile and laugh like there's n0 knife stabbed at my chest ..
i will c0ntinue my life as th0ugh n0thing restricts my breath ..
and then when time c0mes that y0u'll need me back ..
just call my name ..

y0u were the best person i've ever known ..
and that doesnt change ..
if to you i'm "nothing but TROUBLE"
then i hope i would be the best trouble .. :D

i l0ve y0u !! :]
always take care ..
please ..

~RiA~

p.s. this is a post of mine as ME .. and n0t as a lovestruck teenager ..
this post is kinda hurting me :]
but i'll have to endure it, right ?